Post by Angmor on Jul 11, 2010 12:50:19 GMT -5
As the title suggests, I owe you guys a big apology. You all know that I have been scarce, my posts have been few and far between, and my visits short. I have recently had any awakening as to why, and I would like now to explain the reason behind it.
I don't mind telling you that this last week has been hard for me. I can honestly say that I have come as close to giving up writing as I ever have. I realize now that it has been a slow fade for quite some time, but I have been losing my passion, and therefore my will to write. As I've gotten older, I've had to pressure myself to grow up, find a job, start thinking about my future, and I realize now that in doing that, I was slowly putting aside everything I loved to do. Last week, I honestly felt empty inside, like I was nothing.
Now, I'm finally awake to what's been happening to me, and I'm now getting my passion back. I still don't have it all back yet, but I will do whatever I have to do in order to get back my first love.
I'm sorry that you had to suffer with me on this, but know that now I'm back, I will be posting again, and that I'm not giving up.
I don't mind telling you that this last week has been hard for me. I can honestly say that I have come as close to giving up writing as I ever have. I realize now that it has been a slow fade for quite some time, but I have been losing my passion, and therefore my will to write. As I've gotten older, I've had to pressure myself to grow up, find a job, start thinking about my future, and I realize now that in doing that, I was slowly putting aside everything I loved to do. Last week, I honestly felt empty inside, like I was nothing.
Now, I'm finally awake to what's been happening to me, and I'm now getting my passion back. I still don't have it all back yet, but I will do whatever I have to do in order to get back my first love.
I'm sorry that you had to suffer with me on this, but know that now I'm back, I will be posting again, and that I'm not giving up.
